Sheepish to say, I miss playing Bejeweled on Facebook. Having some serious withdrawal syndrome. I don't think I can ever whine enough about the lame China firewall.

On another note, LJ works fine now.

Twitter doesn't.

Xanga doesn't.

Blogspot still doesn't.

Stupid is what stupid does.

I'm tired of crying.
And feeling guilty.
And incapable.
And totally helpless.

I've lost weight.
I eat the same breakfast everyday.
The same lunch too.
And more often than not, the same dinner too.
And there's aplenty reasons why I'm ill every fortnight.

I ooze negative energy.
Stay away.

Sorry for my long absence from LJ. I can't believe it took me this long to figure out how to get past the GFWC. I can finally access the entire world wide web. Hello Youtube! Hello LJ! Hello Xanga! Hello .hk! Bye bye "Page timeout"!

I'm a happy camper, for now.

I never thought a jet-setting lifestyle would reduce me to tears, but it did. Sometimes I wish I could just call it quits, but it's not like any other way would make me any happier. I thought I've grown, only to realize that I've grown into someone that I don't want to become. I want to be something else, yet I don't exactly know how to get there. I hate the fact that I cry, but my tear ducts have a mind of their own that I have no control over. I loathe saying goodbyes, just having said my hellos. I really should stop whining.

I'm falling, and whining, and falling.